Can’t get you out of my mind, especially after spending so many lovely days by your side. All I want is to make you happy, you certainly deserve it. You are my best friend and - somehow - my lover. When you left this morning, I felt empty and my tears struggled to roll down my face. Am I stupid for resisting it?
Well, it trully is. First of all because you like playing your ‘hide and seek’ game and I don’t. You seem to live on a neverending rollercoaster and, again, I don’t. You run away from your problems and I face them without feeling afraid. You are charming and I am… retarded. You hardly ever make people feel special and I feel the need of telling it to them everyday. My friends are my life and that’s why I am so demanding, but you are cold and like taking lots of time just for your own. You are unpredictable and I’m curious, but, unfortunately, unable to read your mind. I’m sorry if that led us into trouble sometimes, that wasn’t the initial intention. You know one word from you is capable of shutting me forever even if it hurts like hell.
There are some things I can’t understand and I think I shall never understand. Like this rollercoaster between us: sometimes it drives me mad, but at the same time catches my attention and makes me crave for your love. How did I become so passional? Maybe you’ve bewitched me. What a strong spell, I must say.